Well, I’m tuning my compass and pencil which were my Sword and my Wand before for Kintsukuroi of Self, had been since I was 14. Wow, I’d ask where 38 years went, though I’ve lived and experienced and embraced them. No need to get all Hierophant on a bad day. Heck, wouldn’t that mean Santa won’t come this year?
Transforming the way I utilize my primary tools… Excellent stuff. Some stuff doesn’t chaff off in adaptation like a snake its skin shedded, a snake its skin not missed… for, look at all the pretty refreshed colors.
Transforming how I use the magical tools on my table. Best to your adaptation as well.
What Tools of Yours?
What Tools of yours do you keep and adapt, and VIGOROUSLY transform in almost vigilante style?! Not really vigilante, though, is it when you Frank Sinatra them and shift accordingly to adapt your tools your way is it? Can you drive a stick? If not, I suggest an internet foray to kneel at The Google Oracle, and at least get the concept of gearing in. Advanced people who like dialing in to the BAM of the clicking into the Audi R8 transmission gears of life? Oh yeah, go Google The Isle of Man, my fave race on earth. You may get some Irish Dancing of the mind coupled with Digital Daggers to juice your insta-dial of the throttle. Then again, Silence has to stick around, Tom huh? I find that a good thing. I have to say it.
There will be no new normal.
Can you stop waiting? Where’s your VROOM in your adaptation? Can you re-start now so your later will thank you?
Do you adapt for the NOW? With all this future in front of us, what will you do with all of the future in front of you… Now?! How do your current tools steep in transformation to continue to provide self-support differently post-adaptation?
Can You Reset Your Magical Table?
Where does your shrimp fork go? Where do YOU go?
Close Your Two Eyes to Open the 3rd… so, You’re Still Intensely Here…
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The greatest fear for success should not be failure. It should Be succeeding at something that doesn’t matter. ~ Francis Chan
Proceed as if success is inevitable. ~ Unknown
Întention is over-rated. It’s simply far more important the way something comes across. ~ Jordan Hoggard
My process of being naturally comfortable with the not-knowing while getting things done? Maybe it’s due to having almost died on the mountain once, twice, three times? Possibly. Maybe, it’s my Natal Astro Chart config, and how I’ve come to resonate with it in myself. Maybe, it’s also due to a life of welcoming experience over worry, as I seem to get happier the older I get.
By not numbing to just ignore intense gigs because my awareness has eroded, just have become accustomed to them, and/or didn’t like the discomfort? Nope. Nope. And… Nope. In fact I notice and respond or don’t more now. 3+ years of bi-weekly Brainspotting in my late 40s certainly didn’t hurt.
I love that someone recently asked me about my 5+ year radio silence. DOOD, what DID you do while you were gone?! You’re so clear now, even in your abstract, like you really love what you’re doing and know how to care about it more. AND, we can follow and all share in that as well. You were wickedly brilliant and interesting before, though at times hard to follow. You’d Easily paint the WHOLE picture at once in a stroke, 1,000 words or 5 word metaphor, at every scale. Easily clear to you, though… Yup, YOU just saw it and felt it, though keeping up with your revs and where you were going, uh hem… and you, NOT FAIR!, speed-shifting in sync bypassing the clutch… it was exhausting at times, and actually almost impossible, though ALSO intriguing. Your simple steps were leaps of faith for me, and I’m no Evil Knievel, though I’m ‘out there, too.’ Understood, you were thinking and feeling out loud, Effin Abstract Expressionist you were, and NOW, TOO, though I feel it clearly!. I fuckin’ resonate with what you’re doing SO much more now! Glad to have you back! And, more so, glad you have a more aware clarity of what you are doing in a way you can express it to us! You also seem happier. I may like that even more.
I live my life as if my life depends on it,
as those 3 times on the mountain it certainly did.
On the 3rd one — a short time after, me still swimming in the experience still wet behind the ears so to speak from it — i paused. I felt something stir deep within me that rose to the surface like Poseidon rising up through my Natal 10th House Neptune`Mercury conjunction in Scorpio, supported by my Pluto~Pallas-Athena~Uranus conjunction in 8th House Virgo, given plenty of room by my Moon~ASC 12th House conjunction in Capricorn. And, my Chiron could not have been more pleased. My head popped up as if a long lost friend suddenly appeared as if to continue a conversation interrupted, paused to gestate and ruminate, years ago.
Yes?, I asked, all ears. The message response came back…
My rock. It was my rock. My equilateral triangle, basalt rock from out of the sand at the top of the Mt Democrat 14er scree field. Sand and blood and a rock. I kept them, blotted the blood with sand, Sand-Aid not by Curad. The rock. I kept the rock. The blood and sand healed away. I kept the rock in my left pocket for 5 years. What happened to my rock? It’s now a talisman. It’s now the talisman on my wand which is a whole ‘ other story in itself.
Similarities resonating to life after 17 years. Cicada?
Constructing the Center, Night #12, 2008
What Do You Keep?
What cornerstone do you keep in your life to brace against?
How Can You Utilize That to Further Invest in Yourself?
Adversity doesn’t build character. It reveals it. ~ James Lane Allen
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